And Tha Girlll, she moveth on.

Above you find a jpeg from a bagua I like to use in my new home, entering from the green-blue-ish cube. If all goes like nothing I'll throw the whole lot right through the red cube on top, because that's where my balcony door is. I throw it over board.. everything and everyone.
(just kidding)
I have one more week left to finish the job and let me tell you it was a JOB!
Never ever again!
Not so long ago I said to someone that I wasn't scared about the move happening on the 13th. I take that back!
What could go wrong, went wrong and what would not go wrong also went wrong.
I'll tell you, the moment all this is behind us, I'll become raving mad from sheer relief. Ahhhh!
But my new place looks great!! I am so happy it turned out so beautiful!
It is all in dark red, black and metallic like aluminium or silver. I know, I hate black as a color, but not when it is on the floor and on the chaise-longue (which by the way, I have to assemble myself.) But look what is gonna enlighten that black sofa!

From New Delhi, Exotic India. com. Isn't that absolutely beautiful?
What would go wrong now?
I'll tell you in the next update.
Take care!

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It's been a tough fight which took more then three years and all the energy I could bare, but it is finally done!
I finally found an other appartement. It's in the same building and has the same size, but it is out of the sun and has a lovely view.
The frustrating part is that I cannot do much myself because of my illness and I am depending on the help of others.
For someone who has been on her own, by own choice I should add, and did everything herself, it has been very stressfull to adjust to having help in almost every way and that was a very tough lesson. I have come to accept it now.
My new home will be, in many ways, different. There is gonna be more open space, my favorite colour purple will have a large place (on the walls), the furniture is brandnew, the floor too and the most important thing is the little balcony. I can finally breath in the air, watch the sky, communicate with the three wonderful trees in front of my windows and balcony. I need trees, they are my energy-suppliers, the are in a way my source of spirit. I am gonna cherrish the birds in it and the leafs that hides them.
It'll take some weeks before everything is done and finished, new wall paper, new floor, new paint . To put every cup and plate in the right space and you don't wanna know how much rubbish I am throwing away! Well, no, that's not entirely true. All of the working things are gonna have a second chance at a recycle-shop for the poorest in our society. The little money, usually just a few cents, are going to even poorer people in third world countries. I know it wont bring in much, but every cent counts today, doesn't it?
You know I always had this dream of having a small house with a small garden with a tree and a bank in it? It almost came true. The three is there, the house is there and the bank will come too one day! I just have to see the community park trees as mine. When I sit on my balcony or even inside in front of my window, It is like having the trees at home. I couldn't ask for more.
So, now you know why I am absent here for a while. I'll be back though, don't try to relax too much...